Chapter 54
-NAOMI
I must be crazy!
Out of this world kind of crazy!
What the hell is wrong with met What am I even thinking!
This isn’t thoughtful.
My mind is a jumble of contradictions, as I find myself lost in a fantasy of Circenn’s lips on mine, even as I grapple with the absurdity of such a
nocion.
Because one moment, we’re engaged in a heated conversation, and the next
We’re kissing!
How can I be so shallow!
My imagination has us entwined in a passionate embrace, our lips burning with desire.
The inconsistency is staggering, leaving me to wonder at my own sanity.
How did I even think of that
Was it the air, or was it how open his body was, kaving me to land on his lips like a horny bitch who doesn’t know what manners to exhibit,
Rethinking my entire existence and realizing Circen n’t reciprocating my kiss,
I curse myself on the inside and take a slight step back, breaking the kiss
Way to go Naomi. You just had to go and freaking kiss him.
The pangs of relationship deprivation can drive one to madness, it seems!
Because even the slightest spark of tension, no matter how innocent, can ignite a fire of longing and fantasy,
And I know my mind has been starved of affection and connection and so it went ahead to play tricks on me, conjuring up scenarios that would otherwise seem absurd
And Circenn had already ignited something in me before Charles interrupted, so half of this is not my fault.
I just want to finish what I started.
Well I guess I can’t now.
The fact that be didn’t even try to reciprocate means he would rather go to sleep than have me kiss him
“I’m sorry” I take a full step back while Circenn just stares at me with his jaw dropped.
“That was really stupid of me and it did even align with our conversation and Ij-
“Don’t apologize” His voice is thick and it overtakes mine sharply.
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“You’re not mad right?” I gawk at him.
“Td be a madman if I am” He gently takes in
my arm and
I pull me closer to him
My pulse races like a drumbeat, its rhythmic thud echoing in my mouth, as I gaze down at Circenn with a mix of wonder and trepidation.
It’s as if my heart hus migrated to my throat, its presence palpable and overwhelming.
Every fiber of my being is attuned to his, my senses h
senses heightened to an almost unbearable degree as his long fingers caress my arm.
This kind eyes lock onto mine, and his appealing lips seem to invite me to give in to the strong attraction between us, reminding me of the exciting
The air is heavy with tension, our bodies seemingly drawn together by an invisible force.
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t is him
Well I am not hundred percent sure about him, but I know for a fact that I am drawn to
He pulls me even closer to his body and I notice as my chest rises and falls to the tension around us.
A smile stains Girrenn’s lips and I can tell he is enjoying the reaction my body is exhibiting.
The room is dead silent, with only the sound of our breaths syncing up like two hearts beating as one.
Circem lets go of my hand and slowly, deliberately, reaches for the hem of my sweatshirt, his fingers grazing my skin like a whisper.
A shiver runs inside me, and my heart starts racing like a runaway
y train.
The tension is eccentric, the air thick with anticipation, like we’re both holding our breath, waiting to see what’s gonna happen next.
It’s weird, but exhilarating.
And slowly he gets on my feet, letting his huge body tower over
mine
He takes my sweats and pulls it over my head, revealing my bare torso.
I want to put myself on the back for not putting on a bra but I feel shy
With my breast out in the open, Circena’s eyes don’t even fall on them. He just keeps looking at me, searching my eyes for something I can’t even seem to decipher.
Whatever he’s th
thinking. I
I want it out of his head.
Because the inside of my body is all tingly and I just want his lips on mine.
He finally gives in, his lips locking onto mine like a kid devouring his favorite dessert.
He kisses me like I’m the sweetest thing he’s ever tasted, slow and deliberate, like he’s making it last.
Every moment, every taste, every sensation is savored and devoured.
His lips move fast with a hunger that’s almost palpable, like he’s been starving for this connection.
My fragile lips try to keep up with his aggression, but before I know it
He grabs the small of my back and lift me up before putting me on the bed
As I lie down under his huge frame, he breaks our kiss and gazes at my body briefly
w neck.
His lips crash into mine with another intensity, before leaving my lips and going towards my
He kisses my collarbone.
Slowly he let his lips trail to my chest and then around my breasts.
I feel alive
As he sucks on my nipple, I conceal the moan and grunts I want to let out because I know the kids or any of the maids would be outside
Why didn’t I lock the damn door!
My mind is a jumbled mess of conflicting thoughts and desires, my brain struggling to keep up with the intense sensations coursing through my body
One moment, I’m worrying about the dos and don’ts, the next, I’m completely surrendering to the pleasure of Circenn’s touch.
My focus is scattered, my thoughts darting back and forth like a pinball.
But then, Circenn’s hand grasps the waistband of my pants, and my attention snaps back to the present moment.
I look down at Circenn and his eyes firker at me, as if waiting for permission to take off my sweatpants.
I gulp and nod like a child.
Feeling my heart beat Enter than usual.
I don’t know what I’m so amped up about, but I know I can never say no to this pleasure.
